I got two sign ups today!
It was relatively simple but good.
As a team, my office has gotten a full classroom worth of children signed up the last two days...
Also, I made staff (meaning I can get bonus' and I won't be getting fired anytime soon) AND The Hunger Games is AMAZING! Also, I have to get up early tomorrow which sucks.
Bedtime = soontime.
To Infinity and Beyond,
Caity
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Day 12
I suck. I posted yesterday but it was BARELY yesterday so it doesn't really count....
At any rate, I started my new job and despite how hard it is (it's cold, it's active, and there is a ton of really angry people) I still LOVE IT!
I get to smile all day, dance around, get some hugs if I want them, and save children!
Today I got my first sign up, my first little girl, safe, clothed, educated, healthy. I also got screamed at by a homeless guy with some serious crazy in his eyes. He told me that the best thing I could do for children is to "let the fuckers die".
I personally think that we should let stupid unappreciative americans starve to death and give children who haven't yet had a chance to meet potential the chance to live.
He told me that the problem is that we keep curing the cancer of little children who then have more children....
I have a few problems with that. ONE we have not cured anyone's cancer. We've treated it until it was like "well FUCK YOU!" and leaves on it's own. And second of all, our goal is to give kids education (sex ed included) so that they can appreciate the problems of the world, get work, money, and make an educated decision about whether or not to have more children. As opposed to the hundreds of people who have transmittable diseases, don't know how it's transmitted and end up having a shit ton of kids and spreading it on. I don't want 8 kids on food stamps any more than crazy-homeless-guy does, which is why we teach a man to fish, not just give him one, ya know?
Fuckin' A man, bitches be crazy.
Soon it is time for sleep.
P.S. did you know buying vaccinations for overseas children costs less than $1? Seriously.
To Infinity and Beyond,
Caity
At any rate, I started my new job and despite how hard it is (it's cold, it's active, and there is a ton of really angry people) I still LOVE IT!
I get to smile all day, dance around, get some hugs if I want them, and save children!
Today I got my first sign up, my first little girl, safe, clothed, educated, healthy. I also got screamed at by a homeless guy with some serious crazy in his eyes. He told me that the best thing I could do for children is to "let the fuckers die".
I personally think that we should let stupid unappreciative americans starve to death and give children who haven't yet had a chance to meet potential the chance to live.
He told me that the problem is that we keep curing the cancer of little children who then have more children....
I have a few problems with that. ONE we have not cured anyone's cancer. We've treated it until it was like "well FUCK YOU!" and leaves on it's own. And second of all, our goal is to give kids education (sex ed included) so that they can appreciate the problems of the world, get work, money, and make an educated decision about whether or not to have more children. As opposed to the hundreds of people who have transmittable diseases, don't know how it's transmitted and end up having a shit ton of kids and spreading it on. I don't want 8 kids on food stamps any more than crazy-homeless-guy does, which is why we teach a man to fish, not just give him one, ya know?
Fuckin' A man, bitches be crazy.
Soon it is time for sleep.
P.S. did you know buying vaccinations for overseas children costs less than $1? Seriously.
To Infinity and Beyond,
Caity
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
day 10
Technically it's Tuesday, since it's after midnight, BUT I have a good excuse!
I was filming. I was a background actor tonight in Matthew Lillard film-hopeful Fat Punk.
It was amazing. I got to jump around, wore dark eye makeup with some serious bright red lipstick, got to listen to some good music, meet some good people, and see film-making up close and personal.
Oh, and Matthew Lillard was there so.... fuck yeah!
There was one particular moment when he was directing the main actress, a character named Isobel, to deliver her line with more anger and he yelled "YEAH! FUCK HIM! You're PUNK ROCK!" which made us all laugh.
He was a general badass, nice guy, and it was really a pleasure to get to work with him, even if I was just a background actress.
It was fun to see exactly how movies are made and it was a challenge to keep myself energized enough to continue jumping around and (sorry, I just can't help it) whipping my hair back and forth when I had been doing it for 8 hours straight and it was nearing midnight.
It really was a total blast and I'm so glad I got the opportunity to do it.
I feel like I've gotten myself closer and closer to the idea of modeling and acting recently, and part of me feels like this goal is so vastly different from my other goals.
Right now I'm working at DialogueDirect, a company that helps to promote a charity and works to gather sponsers for underprivelidged children across the globe, and I've always had my interest in sign language and being an aid to any Deaf people that may need my service, yet there is a part of me that is interested in doing the selfish and shallow work of a model or actress.
Either I'm a complicated individual, I'm doing charity work to look better or I'm doing acting/modeling work because it's expected?
I'd like to think that I like charity work because I do have a passion for helping other people, that has been a constant in my life, helping others. And I really do enjoy acting and modeling and I can't really place my finger on why. I'm not sure if it's because I grew up being told that modeling was something I should look into (if I hear about how blue my eyes are one more time....) or if I do it because it's a sincere passion of mine....
But for now, the two interests don't conflict. I can do work for a good company, go to sleep at night knowing that I helped people, and in the same day, go home feeling attractive.... and that has to be worth something.
Right?
To infinity and beyond,
Caity
I was filming. I was a background actor tonight in Matthew Lillard film-hopeful Fat Punk.
It was amazing. I got to jump around, wore dark eye makeup with some serious bright red lipstick, got to listen to some good music, meet some good people, and see film-making up close and personal.
Oh, and Matthew Lillard was there so.... fuck yeah!
There was one particular moment when he was directing the main actress, a character named Isobel, to deliver her line with more anger and he yelled "YEAH! FUCK HIM! You're PUNK ROCK!" which made us all laugh.
He was a general badass, nice guy, and it was really a pleasure to get to work with him, even if I was just a background actress.
It was fun to see exactly how movies are made and it was a challenge to keep myself energized enough to continue jumping around and (sorry, I just can't help it) whipping my hair back and forth when I had been doing it for 8 hours straight and it was nearing midnight.
It really was a total blast and I'm so glad I got the opportunity to do it.
I feel like I've gotten myself closer and closer to the idea of modeling and acting recently, and part of me feels like this goal is so vastly different from my other goals.
Right now I'm working at DialogueDirect, a company that helps to promote a charity and works to gather sponsers for underprivelidged children across the globe, and I've always had my interest in sign language and being an aid to any Deaf people that may need my service, yet there is a part of me that is interested in doing the selfish and shallow work of a model or actress.
Either I'm a complicated individual, I'm doing charity work to look better or I'm doing acting/modeling work because it's expected?
I'd like to think that I like charity work because I do have a passion for helping other people, that has been a constant in my life, helping others. And I really do enjoy acting and modeling and I can't really place my finger on why. I'm not sure if it's because I grew up being told that modeling was something I should look into (if I hear about how blue my eyes are one more time....) or if I do it because it's a sincere passion of mine....
But for now, the two interests don't conflict. I can do work for a good company, go to sleep at night knowing that I helped people, and in the same day, go home feeling attractive.... and that has to be worth something.
Right?
To infinity and beyond,
Caity
Sunday, January 9, 2011
day 9
Another amazing day.
Seriously.... spectacular.
Spent it with A. Started a relatively serious conversation about the whole "where is this going" thing but decided it would be too difficult at this point to really figure things out.
You know who I think would be perfect to tackle this problem? Future Caity and Future Andrew, lets let those guys deal with it.
We went to breakfast at McDonalds, watched Austin Powers, then played Super Mario.
Unfortunately, it didn't end well, I had to say goodbye. But he turned around after opening his car door to kiss me and said "I had to get just one more in"
What is happening to me?! ^__________^
Seriously.... spectacular.
Spent it with A. Started a relatively serious conversation about the whole "where is this going" thing but decided it would be too difficult at this point to really figure things out.
You know who I think would be perfect to tackle this problem? Future Caity and Future Andrew, lets let those guys deal with it.
We went to breakfast at McDonalds, watched Austin Powers, then played Super Mario.
Unfortunately, it didn't end well, I had to say goodbye. But he turned around after opening his car door to kiss me and said "I had to get just one more in"
What is happening to me?! ^__________^
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Day 8
I'm more than halfway done with this shit, which is nice.
I'm watching Harry Potter with Andrew.
Hung out with AJ for the last few days which just verified my lack of interest in continuing a relationship with him, not to mention the bullshit he's been spouting all over his "secret twitter".
I've been putting up with AJ's stupid "secret twitter" crap for a year, and frankly I'm tired of being called a slut, a whore, and the bitch, while Gen get's call "the queen". So, I'm pretty much done with all that crap.
Time to enjoy my time as a single person, for the first time in.... 7 years. Jesus fucking christ!
If I ever have daughters I'm going to force them to hold off on the whole stupid dating game that goes on in high school. If you waste your time dating, you end up spending your twenties regretting it.
At any rate, I need to talk to Andrea about the whole situation, Genevieve and whether I should be mad and Lindsey and Jess and the whole damn thing.
Ug.
At least I have a job, a modeling gig, and hopefully a future agency. ^.^
To infinity and beyond,
Caity
I'm watching Harry Potter with Andrew.
Hung out with AJ for the last few days which just verified my lack of interest in continuing a relationship with him, not to mention the bullshit he's been spouting all over his "secret twitter".
I've been putting up with AJ's stupid "secret twitter" crap for a year, and frankly I'm tired of being called a slut, a whore, and the bitch, while Gen get's call "the queen". So, I'm pretty much done with all that crap.
Time to enjoy my time as a single person, for the first time in.... 7 years. Jesus fucking christ!
If I ever have daughters I'm going to force them to hold off on the whole stupid dating game that goes on in high school. If you waste your time dating, you end up spending your twenties regretting it.
At any rate, I need to talk to Andrea about the whole situation, Genevieve and whether I should be mad and Lindsey and Jess and the whole damn thing.
Ug.
At least I have a job, a modeling gig, and hopefully a future agency. ^.^
To infinity and beyond,
Caity
Friday, January 7, 2011
Day 7
I'm typing on an iPad! Amazing. I've been fucking around all day with this thing.
Reading "Uncle Ed's Lap" and playing on the piano.
I had the best fucking day evert!!!!!
I got a job, took some amazing modeling photos and was suggested to a modeling agency in Seattle....
Amazing.
I don't even know what else to say!
To infinity and beyond,
Caity
Reading "Uncle Ed's Lap" and playing on the piano.
I had the best fucking day evert!!!!!
I got a job, took some amazing modeling photos and was suggested to a modeling agency in Seattle....
Amazing.
I don't even know what else to say!
To infinity and beyond,
Caity
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Day 6
Went to Seattle today!
I had my interview, which went really well. I'm excited to hear back from them, I feel hopeful for the first time in a long time. I should hear back before 4pm tomorrow.
Hopefully by then I'll be done with the photoshoot that I'm doing tomorrow morning.
Hair and makeup done for free at 11 and then a photo shoot that may end up being a little bit racy but depending on the pictures, I might end up posting them on here for everyone to see.
I got an idea recently from Alex Day about a "complaint bracelet" and I think I want to try it. The goal is to wear the bracelet for 21 days straight. Every time that you complain, you switch the bracelet to the other arm and start your count over again. They say that it takes 21 days for something in your life to become habitual. For example, if you floss every day for 21 days, after that point you won't even think about flossing, it will just happen automatically (well, you'll still have to actually floss, the floss won't magically enchant after that point and do all the work for you :-P)
They sell the bracelets in packs for $10, but fuck that.
I'm going to see if I can make/find my own for cheaper, it doesn't need to say anything for me to know what it's there for.
I know that one of my tweeks is no verbal negativity, and I think that would include complaining, but I think it would be more like saying things I don't like about myself or others. I'm going to try to make this bracelet thing happen.
Maybe get some friends on board and then they can participate with me. Whoever gets to 21 first wins.... buys everyone a round of drinks or something ^_^
My Goal is to try to make this bracelet thing happen as soon as possible so I'll be searching my jewelry for a simple bracelet, something plain and black or something, or maybe buying a $7 "This star won't go out" bracelet and donating to the cause (helping families with expenses related to having a child with cancer).
Regardless, I'm going to talk to AJ, James, Lindsey, and anyone else I can think of to start this no-complaints bracelet. Make it an epidemic.
And if anyone reads this, you should challenge yourself to do the same.
No complaints.
21 days.
Make your life a little brighter, and make your outlook on life cheerier as well!
To infinity and beyond,
Caity
I had my interview, which went really well. I'm excited to hear back from them, I feel hopeful for the first time in a long time. I should hear back before 4pm tomorrow.
Hopefully by then I'll be done with the photoshoot that I'm doing tomorrow morning.
Hair and makeup done for free at 11 and then a photo shoot that may end up being a little bit racy but depending on the pictures, I might end up posting them on here for everyone to see.
I got an idea recently from Alex Day about a "complaint bracelet" and I think I want to try it. The goal is to wear the bracelet for 21 days straight. Every time that you complain, you switch the bracelet to the other arm and start your count over again. They say that it takes 21 days for something in your life to become habitual. For example, if you floss every day for 21 days, after that point you won't even think about flossing, it will just happen automatically (well, you'll still have to actually floss, the floss won't magically enchant after that point and do all the work for you :-P)
They sell the bracelets in packs for $10, but fuck that.
I'm going to see if I can make/find my own for cheaper, it doesn't need to say anything for me to know what it's there for.
I know that one of my tweeks is no verbal negativity, and I think that would include complaining, but I think it would be more like saying things I don't like about myself or others. I'm going to try to make this bracelet thing happen.
Maybe get some friends on board and then they can participate with me. Whoever gets to 21 first wins.... buys everyone a round of drinks or something ^_^
My Goal is to try to make this bracelet thing happen as soon as possible so I'll be searching my jewelry for a simple bracelet, something plain and black or something, or maybe buying a $7 "This star won't go out" bracelet and donating to the cause (helping families with expenses related to having a child with cancer).
Regardless, I'm going to talk to AJ, James, Lindsey, and anyone else I can think of to start this no-complaints bracelet. Make it an epidemic.
And if anyone reads this, you should challenge yourself to do the same.
No complaints.
21 days.
Make your life a little brighter, and make your outlook on life cheerier as well!
To infinity and beyond,
Caity
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
day 5
Well, everything has gone to shit. For lack of a nicer way of saying things.
I'll be moving out of Lindsey's within a week because I don't have a job and she's kicking me out. My mom will also be selling my car, so if anyone in WA state reads this and has a place I can stay, let me know. Or a job... that would be awesome.
I'm going tomorrow for an interview, but it seems kind of sketchy.... it's money though, as long as I don't have to do full frontal... though at this point, I might do it anyway.
On the bright side, AJ will be here in a few hours. I'm leaving my house in about 3 hours. Then I will be on my way to the airport, and then I will be seeing him. Wow. Crazy.
Back to job applications, sorry this wasn't interesting at all.... I just can't bring myself to be cheery or interesting today.
I'll be moving out of Lindsey's within a week because I don't have a job and she's kicking me out. My mom will also be selling my car, so if anyone in WA state reads this and has a place I can stay, let me know. Or a job... that would be awesome.
I'm going tomorrow for an interview, but it seems kind of sketchy.... it's money though, as long as I don't have to do full frontal... though at this point, I might do it anyway.
On the bright side, AJ will be here in a few hours. I'm leaving my house in about 3 hours. Then I will be on my way to the airport, and then I will be seeing him. Wow. Crazy.
Back to job applications, sorry this wasn't interesting at all.... I just can't bring myself to be cheery or interesting today.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Day 4
For some reason, I have no motivation to do this. I should want to, but I don't.
I'm sitting in my friend James' basement right now, we're both on our laptops being totally social, ya know, as per usual.
I've been spending the last two days just watching Kristina Horner and Alex Day and Charlie McDonnell and Tom Milsom videos. I've become oddly obsessed.
I really wanted to start talking about things that are mildly important in the world, so I decided to do a blog where I talk about important things.
First of all, there is something wrong with my laptop and I don't know why its happening. Basically, my computer things that I'm clicking various places into where I've already typed. So for example: my blog may have read "I don't know why its hai've already typeppening" yeah. Whats interesting is the concept of being able to go back and edit, and how many people wish this was something that they could do in real life, go back in time to change the way they did or said something. I personally never experienced this until recently. I personally always lived by the motto "if things hadn't happened the way that they had, I wouldn't be the person that I am today" which all sounds well and good, but what if you end up realizing that you're not sure you like the person you've ended up becoming?
This is where I am now. I suppose I don't regret the decisions I've made, regret is a strong word. But I do wonder. I'm a skeptic, and an inquisitive person and in general I think things pretty regularly along the lines of "what if I didn't turn away?" or "what if I had broken up with him sooner?"
And I've realized that most of the "what if's" that I have in my life involve boys, and feeling like I didn't do the right thing.
Examples:
What if I had danced with Eddie that night? Not asked Patrick for his approval and just given him that one dance? Would he still be alive today?
What if I had realized sooner that Alan was a waste of my energy, would I still be in contact with Ian?
What if I had never gotten involved with Dan? This particular "what if" is more complicated. It makes me wonder two things. One: would I have been a happier person and not had so much loss of confidence? Two: would I have become overcome by the path I was on and be a drug addict right about now?
Most recently, I've wondered, What if I had broken up with AJ after the whole "she-who-must-not-be-named" ordeal. What would have happened?
So now, I'm on that path. I've ended things with AJ in the hopes of no longer living my live with "what ifs" and dying with a lot more of "remember that time when"s mixed with laughter and good memories.
I hope that this isnt a futile effort. I really hope to be able to start doing more of the things I enjoy, taking bubble baths, and less of the things I don't really enjoy. I'm not sure what it is I don't like yet, but I guess all there is left to do is live.
And live I will.
To Ininity and Beyond:
Caity
I'm sitting in my friend James' basement right now, we're both on our laptops being totally social, ya know, as per usual.
I've been spending the last two days just watching Kristina Horner and Alex Day and Charlie McDonnell and Tom Milsom videos. I've become oddly obsessed.
I really wanted to start talking about things that are mildly important in the world, so I decided to do a blog where I talk about important things.
First of all, there is something wrong with my laptop and I don't know why its happening. Basically, my computer things that I'm clicking various places into where I've already typed. So for example: my blog may have read "I don't know why its hai've already typeppening" yeah. Whats interesting is the concept of being able to go back and edit, and how many people wish this was something that they could do in real life, go back in time to change the way they did or said something. I personally never experienced this until recently. I personally always lived by the motto "if things hadn't happened the way that they had, I wouldn't be the person that I am today" which all sounds well and good, but what if you end up realizing that you're not sure you like the person you've ended up becoming?
This is where I am now. I suppose I don't regret the decisions I've made, regret is a strong word. But I do wonder. I'm a skeptic, and an inquisitive person and in general I think things pretty regularly along the lines of "what if I didn't turn away?" or "what if I had broken up with him sooner?"
And I've realized that most of the "what if's" that I have in my life involve boys, and feeling like I didn't do the right thing.
Examples:
What if I had danced with Eddie that night? Not asked Patrick for his approval and just given him that one dance? Would he still be alive today?
What if I had realized sooner that Alan was a waste of my energy, would I still be in contact with Ian?
What if I had never gotten involved with Dan? This particular "what if" is more complicated. It makes me wonder two things. One: would I have been a happier person and not had so much loss of confidence? Two: would I have become overcome by the path I was on and be a drug addict right about now?
Most recently, I've wondered, What if I had broken up with AJ after the whole "she-who-must-not-be-named" ordeal. What would have happened?
So now, I'm on that path. I've ended things with AJ in the hopes of no longer living my live with "what ifs" and dying with a lot more of "remember that time when"s mixed with laughter and good memories.
I hope that this isnt a futile effort. I really hope to be able to start doing more of the things I enjoy, taking bubble baths, and less of the things I don't really enjoy. I'm not sure what it is I don't like yet, but I guess all there is left to do is live.
And live I will.
To Ininity and Beyond:
Caity
Monday, January 3, 2011
Day 2 and 3
Well, I failed already lol >.<
Yesterday was.... interesting.
I spend most of the day waiting around. Finally I got the text I had been waiting for and spend the rest of the evening with Andrew, which is a bit of a long story.
Then I talked on the phone with AJ, which ended.... sadly?
I also got to talk to my BFF andrea which was awesome. I haven't spoken to her in forever.
That was about the extent of my day... Maybe I'll write something a little more interesting later today, since I failed miserably at writing yesterday. but in my defense, I thought it would be the last time I would see Andrew so... time better spent as far as I'm concerned.
Yesterday was.... interesting.
I spend most of the day waiting around. Finally I got the text I had been waiting for and spend the rest of the evening with Andrew, which is a bit of a long story.
Then I talked on the phone with AJ, which ended.... sadly?
I also got to talk to my BFF andrea which was awesome. I haven't spoken to her in forever.
That was about the extent of my day... Maybe I'll write something a little more interesting later today, since I failed miserably at writing yesterday. but in my defense, I thought it would be the last time I would see Andrew so... time better spent as far as I'm concerned.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Day 1 - Blog Everyday
1/1/11
That is pretty awesome, I must say. I woke up this morning hungover... stupid New Years Eve. I had most of a bottle of wine and woke up with my glasses still on and the light on. Apparently I passed out on the phone with AJ last night. I've been keeping it classy.
This morning started off evil, with a migraine. But, after bumming around for a while, I went to my sisters to watch Ben, her 6-month-old, while she and James, her husband, went shopping.
While they were gone I had AJ download Skype, and for the first time in months, I got to see him face to face over 1,400 miles.
It was amazing... Greatest day ever. Seriously it completely made my day.
I almost started crying looking at him. God I love it.
I wanted to do an overview of my year.... What happened in 2010 and I thought I could break it down by month. So here it goes!
January - the new year started off pretty well, I wasn't terribly hung over and things with AJ were going well. Yay!
February- AJ went with his family to see his sister over Valentines day which meant that we didn't get to spend it together. We weren't terribly happy late in the month.
March - AJ and I broke up for a short period of time, but then the rest of the month was pretty quiet. I quit my job at the dry cleaners in order to start at a call center, ESM. ALSO I MET TONI!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
April - I went to my sisters baby shower just before her birthday. I came back to find out that AJ had slept with a friend of mine while I was gone. He and I broke up.. :-(
May - AJ and I get back together for a couple weeks but ended up breaking up again.
June - AJ and I don't speak. I hang out with a new friend, Ben while AJ is hanging out with Kelsey (the "friend") by the end of June, AJ and I had set up a day to meet and talk things out. He ends up kissing me in the middle of this "meeting" and telling me that he didn't know how he could have thought it was possible to live without me... ^.^
July - I start living with Andrea, my new best friend after spending the last 2 months living in my car.
August - I quit my job at ESM and decide with AJ that we should move to NYC. We started our move there about two weeks into August.
September - We get an apartment in Brooklyn and spend my birthday in a little bar in Brooklyn. We struggle to find jobs and end up leaving Brooklyn for Seattle in the end of the month.
October - We end up staying in Colorado but I decided to leave for Seattle. I move to Bremerton without AJ.
November - I still dont' have a job in Bremerton and I'm missing AJ pretty badly. I make a new friend, James. AJ decides to look at schools in seattle and possibly move out here.
December - Everything is ready including plane tickets to Seattle from Denver and now we do nothing but wait. I don't really get anything for Christmas and my phone will be turned off for a third time just after the new year.
Overall, 2010 sucked. It was terrible. But 2011 started off so much better. I got to see AJ's smiling face which made it all worth it.
Here's to 2011. May it be a millions times better than the year before it.
That is pretty awesome, I must say. I woke up this morning hungover... stupid New Years Eve. I had most of a bottle of wine and woke up with my glasses still on and the light on. Apparently I passed out on the phone with AJ last night. I've been keeping it classy.
This morning started off evil, with a migraine. But, after bumming around for a while, I went to my sisters to watch Ben, her 6-month-old, while she and James, her husband, went shopping.
While they were gone I had AJ download Skype, and for the first time in months, I got to see him face to face over 1,400 miles.
It was amazing... Greatest day ever. Seriously it completely made my day.
I almost started crying looking at him. God I love it.
I wanted to do an overview of my year.... What happened in 2010 and I thought I could break it down by month. So here it goes!
January - the new year started off pretty well, I wasn't terribly hung over and things with AJ were going well. Yay!
February- AJ went with his family to see his sister over Valentines day which meant that we didn't get to spend it together. We weren't terribly happy late in the month.
March - AJ and I broke up for a short period of time, but then the rest of the month was pretty quiet. I quit my job at the dry cleaners in order to start at a call center, ESM. ALSO I MET TONI!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
April - I went to my sisters baby shower just before her birthday. I came back to find out that AJ had slept with a friend of mine while I was gone. He and I broke up.. :-(
May - AJ and I get back together for a couple weeks but ended up breaking up again.
June - AJ and I don't speak. I hang out with a new friend, Ben while AJ is hanging out with Kelsey (the "friend") by the end of June, AJ and I had set up a day to meet and talk things out. He ends up kissing me in the middle of this "meeting" and telling me that he didn't know how he could have thought it was possible to live without me... ^.^
July - I start living with Andrea, my new best friend after spending the last 2 months living in my car.
August - I quit my job at ESM and decide with AJ that we should move to NYC. We started our move there about two weeks into August.
September - We get an apartment in Brooklyn and spend my birthday in a little bar in Brooklyn. We struggle to find jobs and end up leaving Brooklyn for Seattle in the end of the month.
October - We end up staying in Colorado but I decided to leave for Seattle. I move to Bremerton without AJ.
November - I still dont' have a job in Bremerton and I'm missing AJ pretty badly. I make a new friend, James. AJ decides to look at schools in seattle and possibly move out here.
December - Everything is ready including plane tickets to Seattle from Denver and now we do nothing but wait. I don't really get anything for Christmas and my phone will be turned off for a third time just after the new year.
Overall, 2010 sucked. It was terrible. But 2011 started off so much better. I got to see AJ's smiling face which made it all worth it.
Here's to 2011. May it be a millions times better than the year before it.
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